I donāt want to wake up safe and sound
Iāve got a million ghosts they follow me around
Cause itās safe to say that I hate this town
And everyone that I see they act like fucking clowns
Well damn I lost my mind
Holding on to something I couldnāt keep alive
Lights in my eyes died
Staring at what was never truly mine
Itās black and white for the millionth time
The colors stripped with the lies
Iāll add the red with my bloodshot eyes
I swear I tried but you ruined my mind
The trust was pushed to the side
We couldnāt rebuild the broken ties
Pretty eyes
How they always hypnotize
I canāt take it anymore
I'm holding on to whatās left of my pride
And I
Donāt want to fight
But I canāt seem to get you off my mind
Here we go again
I know youāve had it my friends
I crashed my car through the fence
You know I'm wanting to feel alive
Itās you and I
Till the day that I die
I hope that day is tonight
Cause I canāt take anymore
I tried
I canāt take anymore I tried
I'm no kid in the limelight
I'm more like a deer in the headlights love
Already been hit to the curbside
Lost so much blood but I'm alright now
And I donāt care if it feels like
Razors in my thighs
Soulās been damned like wow
Hope that one day I can make it out and tell you bout the love I found
Here we go I take the pain like a man
Bite my tongue till I canāt
I do it all just to feel alive
And whereād you go
When I just needed a friend
Said you would wait till the end
But you couldnāt even stay the night