I've been in the deep end since I realized
There is a difference between body and mind
I've been at my lowest for the longest time
Knowing my existence is not one of a kind
But I've had

My deepest cries for now

My heart's out

My guard's down

Yeah, I've had

My deepest cries for now

My heart's out

My guard's down



I've been seeking solace in the strangest of things

Gettin' my hands dirty while I beat out the kinks

I've been chasing everything that makes mе feel cold

Practicing self-love is something I don't rеally know

So I suppose

I cannot live like this no more

Filling a lifetime with remorse

I'm closing up the void



But I've had

My deepest cries for now

My heart's out

My guard's down

Yeah, I've had

My deepest cries for now

My heart's out

My guard's down



Been in the deep end since I realized

There is a difference between body and mind

If I could make it go quiet inside

Get some rest for my weary eyes

Tonight, I'm giving my all for a remedy

Grant myself serenity

But if I don't leave it all behind



But I've had

My deepest cries for now

My heart's out

My guard's down

Yeah, I've had

My deepest cries for now

My heart's out

My guard's down