[Lyrics]
Anxiety trying it's best to kill me, need to go up but I keep going down
For some reason but I don't how, I'm feeling kinda good in the moment now
Sit back stare, when I look around
I don't wanna have to leave this place
I can't just turn n' just walk away
Nah scratch that yeah, I just wanna stay
I can't go 8x
Depression in my fuckin' head, overthinking shit as usual
Matter of fact I fuckin' hate this place! What the fuck am I even doing here?
So fuckin' get me outta here, do you hear my voice in your fuckin' ear?
I hate this shit do you feel the fear? But I gonna I stay right here so…
I can't go 8x
I'm thinking about my memories n' all my fuckin' enimies
That I had in the past n' now in the present
All the mother fuckers learned their lesson
I ain't tryna act all big or nothing, I'm just rapping, goes for something. People raving that I can't rap. Well I've got the proof to prove you wrong
Look at that, basic fact, clear as day, I can rap
I'm happy about it, thats that
Feels so good to be back
I can't promise I won't die but I can promise I will try
I've been sitting here just getting high
Cause it's either write or fuckin' die
Trying my best to avoid the drama, waking up from fuckin' trauma
This is the only place that I got n' I may not like it but that's just life
Just suck it up n' take it day by night, this is the place where I need to be, this is the place where I'm gonna stay n' I want all you mother fuckers to see that…
I can't go 8x
I can't go 8x
I can't go 8x