You know, when you're addicted, umm you don't like the word addicted
You know, you take [?]
That was the start of, of me starting to face up to the fact that I was addicted, you know, it
Don't think you do [?]
To think that it
You know, when you're addicted, and

It was a hell for me

You know, when you're addicted, and

Think, well, at least she knows now

You know, and also, I felt that, you know, she was gonna be my future wife

And, I mean [?] she probably wouldn't [?] when I'm in the situation [?]

So [?] after you had that conversation

Future wife

Future wife

To think about it