Declining, all color fading
Defining, time coming for me
Rescinding, my inspiration
Receding consciousness
Back in the day, I can recall that

My thoughts were unclouded and sage

There was no black staining the walls of my memories

Now there's a haze pushing me sideways

And leaving me nothing to gain

Taking me back, locking me cold in disparity



Where was I meant to be?

I feel I'm lost in a dream

Long for the day I can be myself



When I'm free

When my sun has set

Released my soul forever

I'll have no regret

To be free

I'll exist again

No more lost endeavors

Nothing to contend

When I'm free



Color declines, all that defines me

Is falling away, far behind

Nothing to keep me with the time, the here and now



Where am I meant to be?

I feel I'm lost in a dream

Yearning again only to be myself



When I'm free

When my sun has set

Released my soul forever

I'll have no regret

To be free

I'll exist again

No more lost endeavors

Nothing to contend

When I'm free



Cure me, free me, help me, see me

No more worry, no more losing...



(Save me, near me, help me, hear me

no more heartache, no misery...)

Time is just a concept

And always the first thing to fade

(Cure me, free me, help me, see me

No more worry, no agony...)

Agony and weakness

Nothing we can never evade

{Save me, near me, help me, hear me

No more heartache, no despairing (We despair)}

Years are cruel, they break us

Bringing on decay and despair

{Cure me, free me, help me, see me

No more worry, no repairing (No repair)}

Awareness and perception

Something we can never repair



Freedom for me is all I'm really wanting, needing

Give me power to break out

I can't hold on for any longer

My time has come to end it all



No one to blame, fate's only random

It's nothing we'll ever explain

So it remains



Where was I meant to be?

I feel I'm lost in a dream

Long for the day I can be myself

Free



When will I be unleashed?

It's not the way it should be

Yearning again only to be myself

Unleash my consciousness

When I'm free

When my sun has set

Released my soul forever

I'll have no regret

To be free

I'll exist again

No more lost endeavors

Nothing to contend

When I'm free