I remember you being there when I was down
When I was down
When arrhythmias did not make me smile or live
I drowned in your eyes in a blue ocean
And it’s strange but I love you even if we no longer fuck today
(It hurts me)
I have a life of excesses chasing each other
Sex and alcohol, damn gambling
When I lose control I don’t know more recuper
Yes, and the worse I get, the more I talk about it
And it’s weird I don’t feel alone alone when you and I are alone
And I’m afraid to let you go because I already know that then you will not come back
I never told you, this hurts
It hurts
Pretend everything when we are alone at home
I never told you and you don’t know how much it hurts me (how much it hurts me)
It hurts me (how much it hurts me)
Knowing that you and I will not be my future
You still remember a night that feels like an hour, an hour
That seems like a second, a second lasts forever
Kissing with heart in throat, fuck until 7
Think only of us, for the rest counts for nothing, that goes well
I wish it was
All so, yes, as it was before
But it’s late now and I know I’ll have to be without you
I never told you, this hurts
It hurts
Pretend everything when we are alone at home
I never told you and you don’t know how much it hurts me (how much it hurts me)
It hurts me (how much it hurts me)
Knowing that you and I will not be my future